Woke up this morning feeling melancholy. Had crazy Braxton hicks ALL night and early morning. I had all these mix emotions about wanting the baby to come but at the same time feeling like I'm not ready. This emotional roller coaster is frustrating.
It's my third day home but I still check in at work for an hour or two. Today's the last day that I do that. I've been cleaning here and there at home. A lot of the things I really want to tackle I can't do which is frustrating.
I'm recognizing though underneath all the emotions that God knows when the best time is for the baby to come. He has set a time for everything. And He has deemed it necessary for the baby, for me and perhaps even for Allen and Allen Jr. that we wait for a little while longer. Perhaps to spend more time together.
I'm anxious but I must remember to wait upon the Lord. <3
Treasure of the day...
"For we are saved by hope; but hope that is seen is not hope: for what a man seeth, why doth he yet hope for? But if we hope for that we see not, then do we with patience wait for it."
Romans 8:24-25
trust HIS heart
"But He said to me, "My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." ...For when I am weak, then I am strong." 2 Corinthians 12:9,10
~God is enough for me... for my problems, my pain, my hurt and my desires. When I am afraid or worried or self-condemning, I will remember WHO sustains me! God is sufficient! So I will lay my burdens, flaws, needs, guilt, anger, frustration, fear, disappointments and desires on His shoulders and trust His heart!!!~
"God is too wise to be mistaken, God is too good to be unkind, So when you don't understand, When you don't see His plan, When you can't trace His hand, Trust His heart" ~Babbie Mason
“Success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out.” ~Robert Collier
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